sometimes i wish i could touch the moon.

everyday I wish maybe I could just get a taste of what lifes really like.

i want to travel the world, get to know people for who they really are.

not for what they pretend to be.

i know for a fact, that most people, even my closest friends,

only see who i want them to see.

and what they want me to be, starts to just be a mask that

i can hide behind when i need to.

i wish people didn't have to change who they were to fit in, or be popular.

sometimes i have moments where it feels like maybe, just maybe, i understand the world a little better.

now i know, you can never really understand the world for what it is,

or who a specific person is,

because us, as humans, are so irrational and spontaneousness

even when we claim not to be.

my biggest fear would be to die unknown. that's why i push myself beyond my limits, to be perfect, when i know it's not possible.

maybe that's why i cry when i don't succeed. i feel like being better

than other people will fill this void i have in my life, where i dont meet

peoples expectations.

i'm so afraid to disappoint people. so i sacrifice my own happiness for others.

i have days that i cant imagine my life any other way

because it's all ive ever known.

i feel like if i show people who i really am, they wont accept me,

because of the

image ive created for myself. and thats what theyre used to.

if i make a mistake, i feel like

everyone sees it.

i hate being looked up to because when you screw up, people either get hurt,

or you dont turn out as who they think you are. i cant stand society and the

stereotypes that have been created. why cant we all just be friends,

we're all people.

maybe that's a lesson i need to learn for myself. to stop judging people

before i meet them.

just because they may not be 'cool enough' to hang out with my friends,

and my friends act superior for no reason,

i dont have to conform and be like them.

sometimes i wish i could touch the moon.

to see what it'd be like to go past the limits of what

you thought were possible. to go past expectations.

wherever you are in the world, remember you're not alone.

never say never, because i bet if you try, you can do anything.

be anything.

even if people tell you that you cant.

show them they're wrong.

always stay true to yourself.

and never lose who you really are.

you're beautiful.