bicycles.

ohkay, lemme start off by saying...

boys suck.!

anyway, so there are two guys that im rediculously in love with.
problem is-
they're...

brothers!!!

exactly.
huge dilemma.

i mean one of them im IN LOVE WITH.
for real.

but then the parents got into it and just...
oh dear.

so. yeah.

but then the other...
whoa.

we went to the lake yesterday and he took his shirt off and i died.
then we got into a pushy fight and i "threw" him in the water and it was so cute.
lemme say,
he lookshotwhen he's all wet.



they're both the sweetest guys ever.
and theyre both my church pastors sons.

but like i said.

im in LOVE with the first one.
like rediculously.



problem is,
his parents would kill him if he ever dated anyone.

well both of them actually.

UGH.
im about to die of confusion.

HELP!?

okay,
well im not even done.

both of them like me back.,

problem?

HOWTHEF---AMISUPPOSEDTOCHOOSE!?

they'reboth soawesome, andsweet, andHOT, and they both make mehappy.

even though the first one is the one i know i'dmarryif he asked me right now.

i love you.
even though you probably don't know it anymore.


i want to be with you forever,even though you probably don't know it anymore.


i want you to hold me, and never let goeven though you probably don't know it anymore.


i want to be your everythingeven though you probably don't know it anymore.


i want you to look me in the eyes and tell me how you really feel,because i don't even know anymore.


sigh.
okay, im done venting.


story of my life right there.